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Down To Earth
If you say it's for the best, then why am I sitting here in tears?



Biography

Photobucket Md Fadzly
290795 is my day, angels sing high and free. I'm reletively retarded and funny, hyper too. Facebook-ing, lepak-ing, craping is #1 in my life. Treat me the way you want me to treat you, bitches shall not be entertained by me. And I am down to earth!

History

Sunday, September 16, 2012
So screwed
Last Blogged @ 1:28 PM


It's been so many months, I've lost count of the times I said to myself that I miss him. On another worthy note, it's not him that I miss but it's the old caring, loving him that I miss and it took me so long to realise that. He was so much more decent in every way then, he was so caring and thoughtful and always puts a smile on my face. I hate to see how rebellious, indecent he is now with his notorious friends, who I would say are leading him astray. It is said that one doesn't know how strong one's love is if one has never been apart from one's love before. However, without having to be apart, I would have already known how strong my love is for him. I don't need to be apart from him to know how strong my love is for him. It should've been the other way round instead, I suppose. All I'm asking for is to relive my happy days with him just for a moment. Even if it means a minute. Even if it means I can only put my arms around him for three seconds. I would definitely cherish that.

On the other hand, it has been said that Allah is leading you to The Best by letting you meet The Worst first. However, ((sigh)) I would go through my every day life with him even if he is the worst because he is the best to me and I'd be utterly grateful for that. I'd rather be scolded and reprimanded for my wrongdoings and get tortured deliberately by the one I love than to be in that state with the one I have no feelings for. And things were good until he broke that promise he made.

I was told by a close friend recently that apparently she does not approve of me being with Fadzly/still not getting over him because "Fanna you are way smarter than him you deserve someone better" but folks, it's not about the brains/looks/whatever you want to judge on but it's about that certain feeling that arouses from the heart with or without any effort. If you're telling me that I should not love someone who is less smarter than me, then what does being with someone you have no feelings for but has the same degree of education as you gives you? I've accepted him for who he is, bad or good, so why are people still judging that poor boy? I'd rather be with him in a miserable state than knowing that I've lost him for good. Also, if there is anything I can exchange my luxury with, it'd be him.

"I'll love him forever."

Afilliates

Fanna<3 - Eraa - Nurul Azirah
Credits

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Basecode, I credited you too. :D